BEING INTENTIONAL

 💭ever since i started the jouney on self discovery and growth?, i have never look at the world the same anymore. its a jounery worth taking, the world in this modern digital age has come with alot of things on the table and its so confusing to pick something productive for yourself in times like this. there was a period in my life i struglled to copy up with the and everything around, and this fact pushed me to a corner of finding myslef😀. The noise in my head was too much to handle, nothing at all made sense with the feeling which was growing every day due to luck of self knowledge. 

Part 1
Everything in life happens for a reason, while am trying to better myself up and fix my life? there was another life i was losing, my love life. as much as i was trying to crack the puzzle of life, other pieces where falling out of my perfect family potrait. This almost ended my life.

Part 2
Different perspective,
while all this is happening had to sit back, and pin point where most of my problems are coming from?
it took me time to accept and analyze the whole source my problems at the moment. All i wanted was things to work the i wanted them to be, which end up breaking my heart and faith. 
had to learn a different approach on life and everything around, had to accept the current condition i was in without denying the fact that this is the life am in. 

PART 3

Changing my view on reality,"
 I tried everything within my powers but nothing seemed to work out, instead of holding all the things i needed that much' i had to let go. Because every time try hard to hold on, it was killing me most. Had teach myself to learn how to let go, no matter how valueable that thing can be at the moment. It was easy to let go just like that, had to make great sacrifices to understand the power of letting go, each single and every little try was making a very big different in my journey. 

I became the watcher of everything going on in my life, instead of standing on the way i became flexiable to watch without adding any emotions to it. Because every time i add an emotion to it, was like stiring to my own desired outcome, which in the end was like repeating the joke until it feels like not a joke anymore.

to be continued